Life is filled with a ton of moments. Completely unforgettable ones. I am more than happy to say that my life is being filled with many of those exact moments. Every laugh, every hug, every kiss. The conversations that last late into the night. The special ones that help you to learn something new about someone you've known for years. The absolutely amazing moments where you just can't believe its actually real. The ones that seem like grand finales only, things kept on going afterward.

This year I've had the pleasure to have those moments and I am so utterly thankful for all of them. I love everyone who is in my life right now. They are more than anything I could ever ask for. I am thankful for Ahmed. With him I am the person I want to be. I am thankful for Richard. He is my brother. No questions about it. I am thankful for Brandi. Even though we haven't known each other as long as some of my other friends, I have a feeling we'll be friends for a very long time. I am thankful for my coworkers. These last few months have been so much better because of them and our antics.

So anyway, before I'm too late.

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

Freddie Mercury

My babe in Paris with me.

Monuments and Melodies by Incubus
A collection of hits and and underplayed songs from Incubus. I've listened to that one very many times. My favorite one to listen to and sing along to in the car on the way home from work.

Coming across an old inactive livejournal. I say, I should keep writing. It's always been a while since the last entry. My life hasn't become too hectic to record. Once again I am saying that I should be more active. Looking back on all of these memories. Things that are forgotten. All the little details recorded just as it happens. The good and bad memories. It is important.

What is going on in my life now. Let's see. I have been working at the same place but enjoying it much more than I thought I could. I've been working weird hours too so it helps me break the monotony and that helps a great deal. I think I actually love it. I used to dread getting up in the morning to get there for 7:30 everyday. Now I don't because I'm working with some really great people. We are a little family there. =)
My babes is oh so wonderful. We are sillier and more in love than ever. My friends, be they few, are great. Always there for me when I need them. I am very very thankful for these people in my life.
Oh! and my sister is buying a house. There need to be some work done on it so no moving out for her until that's done. I'm still trying to figure out my situation. I haven't been doing photography much lately either. I had a client in August but that was pretty much it. It was a nonpay job but I am trying to get some kind of exposure. I'm also in school but only taking one class. I'm using our semester project as a way to finally get started on something I've wanted to do for the past few months. I really think it could be great. Not just for me but for everyone else who's in on it when its finally launched. No more words about it anymore. It shall be my secret until then. -_^

I can probably check how long it's been since I've made an entry but I'm too lazy so I'm gonna take a shot in the dark and say almost a year. I graduated started work full time for this defense contractor in NJ. It's been a really great summer working there. During the Fall is a very different thing however. It's really very depressing to know that at least the next few years is going to be like this. I actually miss being at school. The randomness, the city. It's getting tougher to put up with this repetition. I want to cry and hope everything will change. I really needed this week to get away. Sigh.


P.S.
Have you ever despised someone so much that their voice gives you a headache? It's not that it sounds annoying. It's just so full of shit that there's no trace of sincerity in it.

Pillow fight Banana vs Gorilla 2009!!!

Awesome day, Love you baby. <3<3

So I just filled out this form accepting a job offer for like...a real job. It took me a while to really decide. I think even after signing it and sealing the Fedex envelope, I still haven't fully decided. I wish I were 100% on this. It would put me more at ease knowing it was right. All this is way too much to think about. Trying to get into grad school, but having that depend on where and how open my job is. What majors these schools offer, what major I'm interested in. I still have no clue really.. I'm hoping a flashing neon sign will smack me right in the face minus the facial burns.

The job thing, I may/may not move out depending on it too. It's all so overwhelming to think about when I have no answers.

The forsaken last minute late night studying for a test in the morning. It will be cake. I think. I'm obviously not studying successfully. There will be many a night like this til finals are done. Three consecutive days of doom. I'm sure I'll survive. Real "rape-you-in-the-ass" analysis is going to be the deciding factor. I seriously am masochistic.

It's been a while since I've updated. 3 months according to lj... really?? I don't thnk it's been THAT long. Has it? Oh well..

Let's see, new news news. Uhh, all my interviews have turned up nothing for me. It seems that I will be working in Jersey soon. *shrugs* at least it paves the road for me getting out of this house finally. I'm ecstatic about not having to work during the winter break. I get to put more time into photography which is going rather well. Two of my photos are being put in a gallery and being shown next Wednesday evening. ^_________^

In addition to the good fotografia, I'm gonna be doing more interviews, and studying for and taking my GRE's!! Yeahh grad school....Hopefully I can get into this program at NYU. The only school anywhere in the area offering it.

Oh and since I won't be busy anymore. I can hang out with people!!! YAYYY

Peace out.

I completely forgot about lj for a while until Rich went to it today in class.
My life, with all the stuff that has been going on lately, has been particularly great. My slight pessimism is telling me to knock on a fucking oak tree right now. Oh well. I'm where I wanna be for the most part.

It's my last year. I'm a senior. One more year. I've got to make the best of it. So far I think it's all holding up well. The pieces are falling into place. All of my classes aren't terribly boring. Majority of them are actually interesting. Also, a few of them are very much linked to each other.

CS Design wasn't what I hoped it was going to be but it's turning out better. If I can't do what I want to do for this class, I can still do it independently. One of my teammates is willing to help me out after this ones over. He's pretty cool. I must say I think my first impression of him wasn't that great but I'm glad I wasn't thwarted by it.

My quest to have more girlfriends I think is coming along. I'm trying to get more girls on my teams. ALL OF THEM!!!

My psych class is much more interesting than my philosophy class. I thought it would be the opposite but Phillips goes on some pretty interesting tangents. He's a cool prof.

The boyfriend is absolutely spectacular. I'm falling in love with him more and more everyday. I'm disgustingly happy. lol mmm fuzziness <3

Oy! Time for hw!!! *poofs*

It's been a really lazy day today. My first real one where I can nap all day! It's amazing. But what's more amazing was the Incubus concert I went to last night.

It was absolutely everything and more than what I expected. Adoring them for so many years and then finally seeing them, Up close(front and center btw) was pretty surreal. When they finally showed up on stage. I was so extremely excited all night. I nearly lost my voice from screaming and singing. I was so worried it was going to get rained out but the weather held up. They did a cover of stand by me with Simon Dawes(one of the openers for incubus).

Trying to remember what was played, uhh
A Kiss to send us all, Anna Molly, Dig, Oil And Water, Look Alive, Wish you were here, Drive, Are You In?, Aqueous Transmission, Sick Sad Little World, Megalomaniac, Pistola, Vitamin, Quicksand, Love Hurts, A Crow Left of the Murder, Stand By Me(which is now me and my bf's song now <3)

That's all I remember. They did a 90 min set. The Bravery was before them but I didnt like them too much. Never heard of em and I think I recognized one song but they sounded like too many indie rock bands out there. Simon Dawes was pretty good though. I like their style. The lead singer had a wonderful voice.

To sum it all up, last night was definitely a night to remember. ^_^

VICTORIOUS!!!!


oh! In august I'm going to see INCUBUS!!! hell fucking yes.  Also thinking about seeing Rage & Wu-Tang in a couple weeks.  Tool is also playing in NJ next week...but can't go to that because of work.  All in all, great summer for shows. 

Photography has been going good. Haven't taken many pics recently but looking to do some freelancing.  I don't care about being paid initially.  Just need something to add to a resume. 

I haven't seen much of anyone lately. Just Neil, Rich, oh and...my new honey!  <3<3 teehee.   ahh, I am a dork.

That's about it. Peace out biotches.

I've got 2 weeks off before I go back to work.  In that time, I'll be free for whatever. So let's hang out!!

Pronto!

I just saw the recent ep of Gilmore Girls. I'm saddened by the news of it's cancellation.  Though it is a nice time to end it, it still could have gone on longer.  Just like the early end of Everwood. I will miss it dearly!

Oh man, Today was a good day. I cried a ton because i didn't fucking have my camera but still good. Good times.

Heroes makes me wet in the pants.

The Sun increases its balancing act with your very own planet, Pluto. The dark lord is in charge of the mysteries of the universe, so this is a great day to shine the light of consciousness onto that which has been hidden. Often, mysteries are scary only because of what you don't know. Once you find the truth, reality is much easier to handle."

Lord Vader is in charge of my life.  This explains so much!! Oh emm geee